Love
never gives up,
never loses faith,
is always hopeful,
and,
of course,
endures through
every circumstance.
Thursday, April 20, 2006
Chastened
I have no idea i was feeling frustrated all this while. Don't ask me why. I had discipleship last night. It's good that this issue is addressed. I beared a very bad attitude towards my discipler. Indeed circumstances reveals the condition of the heart. I thank God that He chastens me cos' He chastens those He loves. I made a decision to be open still and change, make room for Holy Spirit to move and release all frustrations to Him, subjecting it under His authority. I was still feeling frustrated inside even after i reached the office and started. Probably God can't take it already, He told me to go toilet so that He can speak to me. The moment i am in the toilet, He said,"Speak to Me like a man would. Present your case before Me and pour out all your complaints." I just said everything and prayed. I released all that I had. I prayed that Holy Spirit will empower me to be able to identify that these are frustrations, and i will hide the Word of God in my heart that I may not sin against Him.
The reason why I made this decision is because i don't want to short-circuit my destiny. I have a destiny and calling to fulfill. I cannot allow impurities in myself to steal away my destiny. God and satan, both sow. God sow the good seeds, satan of course, the bad seeds. Both are allowed to grow. When the time comes, the farmer comes and cuts, separates them out. The weeds are burned and the wheat is gathered into His barn. This is exactly what God is doing to me bahz.
Walking in His will
Philippians 1:6
"being confident of this very thing, that He who has begun a good work in you will complete it until the day of Jesus Christ; "
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Sheryl Eunice Xia Xue'er
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