Love
never gives up,
never loses faith,
is always hopeful,
and,
of course,
endures through
every circumstance.
Monday, April 24, 2006
Waiting
Most of you would have know that i went for a job interview at a-star, Biological Resources Centre (BRC). I passed the first interview, and thus, went on for the second interview. I've waited for 2 weeks and 3days plus but there's no news from the HR manager. People in my office feel that they will definitely call me up after the second interview. However, as time pass I feel like giving up waiting for their call. An adult says, "don't put all your eggs in the same basket." But somehow, somewhere in my heart tells me that they will call me. i've to be more patient. I guess i really have to go for more interviews and send my resumes while waiting. I really want that job.
12:55
Thursday, April 20, 2006
Chastened
I have no idea i was feeling frustrated all this while. Don't ask me why. I had discipleship last night. It's good that this issue is addressed. I beared a very bad attitude towards my discipler. Indeed circumstances reveals the condition of the heart. I thank God that He chastens me cos' He chastens those He loves. I made a decision to be open still and change, make room for Holy Spirit to move and release all frustrations to Him, subjecting it under His authority. I was still feeling frustrated inside even after i reached the office and started. Probably God can't take it already, He told me to go toilet so that He can speak to me. The moment i am in the toilet, He said,"Speak to Me like a man would. Present your case before Me and pour out all your complaints." I just said everything and prayed. I released all that I had. I prayed that Holy Spirit will empower me to be able to identify that these are frustrations, and i will hide the Word of God in my heart that I may not sin against Him.
The reason why I made this decision is because i don't want to short-circuit my destiny. I have a destiny and calling to fulfill. I cannot allow impurities in myself to steal away my destiny. God and satan, both sow. God sow the good seeds, satan of course, the bad seeds. Both are allowed to grow. When the time comes, the farmer comes and cuts, separates them out. The weeds are burned and the wheat is gathered into His barn. This is exactly what God is doing to me bahz.
Walking in His will
Philippians 1:6
"being confident of this very thing, that He who has begun a good work in you will complete it until the day of Jesus Christ; "
12:04
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
Fav Ken Hirai songs!!!
瞳をとじて
POP STAR
KISS OF LIFE
LIFE is... ~another story~
style
思いがかさなるその前に・・・
STAY WITH ME
nostalgia
even if
试听
13:12
MYSTERIES
Quote - "God's commands are not always accompanied by reasons, but always by promises," - F.B Meyer
We don't have to understand everything.
Much of life contains mysteries. This calls for trust.
If we have to 'see' before we 'believe', we have joined the Thomas generation.
Believing before we 'see' introduces us to greater blessing.
If we don't understand why bad things happen, we need to engage trust, rather than cynicism.
Do what God says even when you don't understand why.
Trust him. He knows what He's talking about.
[Adapted from Leadership Files]
13:11
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
Ken Hirai Website
14:39
A knight fights a battle. This is his war and he is the only warrior. His enemies surrounded him and there is no way out for him. He looked behind and to his horror, one more step back leads to his death. He is standing right on a cliff. In front of him are his enemies, behind him is the way to death. He doesn't want to give up and jump down the cliff. Neither does he has a plan to fight his enemies. There're more and more reinforcement sent by the enemy. This is his battle. The only choice is to win. What is his game plan to victory?
11:56
Monday, April 17, 2006
I'm glad that "Drawing lines" issue has become a closed case. SOLVED! By our big brother... I'm glad that he's around to help. Thanks!
15:20
i realized something about bus drivers. Whenever the weather is cold, they switched on the air-con to a colder temperature. Whenever the weather is hot, they switched on the air-con to a higher temperature. What are these bus drivers thinking and doing while doing their job?
15:19
Thursday, April 13, 2006
Click Me! LIVE @ Wisma Atria
Click on it! It's something that'll probably amazes you and you'll take note of what you are doing whenever you walk there.
16:59
I don't know what else to say. i hope things won't get messy. I do not know how to let you understand. There is a possibility that i do not know what else is that to drawing lines. And i do not want to lose a pal. Perhaps you can teach me or tell me?
I been working on the audio files for weeks. And finally i finished the first CD last week. I started working on the third CD (i skipped the second CD). I hope to be able to meet the extended dateline.
12:58
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
Drawing lines doesn't mean cutting off the relationship with the other person. Neither does it mean by not communicating with the person. Nor is it being a stranger to the person. It just means don't go beyond the line. If the relationship is a friendship, don't go beyond the line of that. If the relationship is courtship, then don't go beyond that. If the relationship is leader-disciple, don't go beyond that and become over familiar with the person. There are some actions we have to withhold and there are some actions which we can do. There are times where i have to watch my language when i speak to my leader/BS teacher because i want to protect this relationship and not be over-familiar with them. There are times i went beyond the line and i realized it only, after i crossed the line. Although she didn't say anything about it, i told myself that she is my leader. And yes, a friend at a certain level. It is quite tough to define exactly where the line should be drawn. We all learn through experience, what our conscience, emotions tell us and what people around us are advising us. " )
12:57
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