Love
never gives up,
never loses faith,
is always hopeful,
and,
of course,
endures through
every circumstance.
Thursday, December 29, 2005
What a sad thing... I just read one of my friend's blog. To think that I never really knew her as a person, the things that she is going through. It seems that the only way she let it all out is by blogging. Probably, she thinks that nobody is really willing to listen to her after all the weariness she has gone through.
Today is my second last day of IAP [Industrial Attachment Programme]. I feel a little sad cos' I'm going to leave my colleagues very soon. Shu Qin came back from Thailand and she bought me a pair of socks! She said my socks all worn out; they have holes in them! I thought to myself and said, "It's my shoes that is worn out, not socks." But anyway, it's nice of her to buy me something.
I had a short conversation with one of my colleagues, Peng Siong. I asked him how did i perform as a student? The strengths n weaknesses... You know.. As an evaluation of my performance. He said that I'm a fast learner [i don't really think so.], urgent in delivering my work[very], detailed[didn't thought about it] and did my work well[probably]. He added that I give myself a lot of pressure[yes, definitely] and as a result, some times things backfire[totally so].
I think it's a totally truthful and brutal evaluation. It's just that he puts it in a nice way. At least, he did say that others will compliment my weaknesses and so do i. The usual talk about nobody's perfect. Anyway, I do want to outdo myself on the next job.
Jia You!
21:59
Hey everybody!
I've just changed my blogskin. Hope you will like it.
Cos I juz love it! " )
20:27
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
On last saturday, I listened to a Radio programme. I had no idea that it is a Christian radio programme. I never have that channel anyway. I do not who or whether it's God who has sent an angel to tune my radio to that channel. Anyway, a pair of sisters were discussing about friendship. Several stages:
1.Aqcuitance
2.Friends
3.Good friends
4.Intimate friends
Anything after this stage concerns marriage.
They were talking about taking personal resposibility for friendship.
And i relate that to whatever has happened between me and des. Perhaps nothing happened at all. Well... I guess this applies to more of "he is right now in trouble and he does not know it-probably" I take up this resposibility of praying for him, ever more.
Friend,
No worries. I'm right with you in prayers. A request... Wake up!
angel_eunice
23:57
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
This is in fact, should be yesterday's blog. I was so depressed and tired. Totally worn out like a punctured tyre. Anyway, on the way back home yesterday.. Junius, our brother, shared with me about this person, Desmond. He is right now in a total vanity of himself. He even told Junius that he knows what he is doing and stuff. That is not true, of course. Any person with common sense will know! People who says they are okay are not okay. They are shouting out aloud," Hey I'm drowning down here but, don't you worry! I'm okay." Get the picture? I think I am more angry than depressed now. I was depressed and probably still am, about the fact that there is nothing I can do to help. In a practical sense. I'm counting on Junius now to give this person BIG wake up call from his own fantasy.
22:51
Saturday, December 17, 2005
This is the time for the goodness of God to be displayed for all to see. After all the sadness, now is the time for thanksgiving! God has been really good to me. I do have my own set of crisis and problems. Please note the "S". It's plural, all right.
Blessing #1: God sent me to Nestle R & D center. This is purely a random by CYC.
Blessing #2: I clicked very well with the aunties and uncles in my department (Food Science, QA).
Blessing #3: Jenny bought a lot of food for our tea-breaks. She takes care of me super well.
Blessing #4: I eat my breakfast in the lab media kitchen. This is where our pantry is.
Blessing #5: I am being treated to Japanese cuisine as part of early farewell lunch.
Blessing #6: The head of the microbiologist, Daisy Lai, treated her fellow colleagues to chinese cuisine. I am the VIP of the lunch appointment.
Blessing #7: More to come... It's on its way!
>Xue's Star Awards<
I want to thank God for ALL His goodness toward me. He always gives me the best stuff. From my secondary 3 and 4 class that I am in, to the poly days and up till now.
Not to forget my earthly parents who brought me up and teach me valuable attitudes, "imparting" to me the character virtues. They are the people who taught me having the sacrificial attitude, respect, etc.
And of course, my CGLs. Namely, S.Huiling, S.Huimin, B.Sean, S.Victoria.
Last but not least, my cell group, e343.
Thank you everybody!
01:06
What a conversation with Lingling... It just seems that nothing really works. Heavenly Father, what to do? Ai yo... Then another friend of mine, des.. actually now also don't know consider as friend or not. I can say that there is not even a superficial frienship left hanging. this is what makes life really sad. I shared with another friend, junius, that it feels like it is a break up! I can't really believe it that I said these words. So des, if u ever happen to read this... i couldn't really care much already. I do hope we still have a chance to be friends again. And I mean, quality one. Anyway, God doesn't not want me to communicate with des at all. I guess this is true. My sms to him failed because of unknown reason. There is no technical fault. I went for FT1 bible study at YMCA on Wednesday. Junius sms-ed me and said des is also going for Wednesday FT2 class. I sms-ed back and said if God wills, I'll bump into des that day. I didn't bump into him though i did my best not to keep a look out of him. And God said to me something that really... Haiz, no words can describe. I also don't know how to say. I just pray that des will wake up and snap out of his idea about the black magic thing and forgive his dad.
00:55
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