Love
never gives up,
never loses faith,
is always hopeful,
and,
of course,
endures through
every circumstance.
Sunday, May 22, 2005
I heard the CGM message on Letting Go... Five points:
1. Letting go of OLD LIFE
2. Letting go of comfort zone
3. Letting go of ungodly relationships
4. Letting go of past failures and mistakes
5. Letting of that is most precious to me
I tried to convince myself that I heard wrongly from God but it doesn't seem so. God told me to let go of band. You can say that band is a precious thing to me. You take away band in my life is like taking my heart away from my body. I am reluctant to let go but I am capable of doing so, since I let it go once before. I sms-ed Des to pray for me that I am ready to obey if God really says it. I just can't fathom how God want me to let go when my section needs people for P + C and WASBY, even Rondeau. It's just one more year. And I do not know why there has been two persons, I think, asked me when I am going to be cgl. All right. I just said I don't know. I hope S.liqun is able to meet me up tmr.. I can ask for a confirmation. Well, in fact, i put God to the test. That if so-and-so call me and tell me that God wants me to let go of band, I will immediately let it go. However, if you've been with God for a good old while. You should know never put God to the test unless He commands us to do so. It was almost a mistake to challenge God. So-and-so almost told me. The word is 'almost'. I didn't receive the phone call. He just approached me in msn, which is a super 'miracle'. Perhaps God is hinting me not to test Him further.
Anyway, i visited Bevan's blog. Man... Nowadays he's got some cool stuff!
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