Love
never gives up,
never loses faith,
is always hopeful,
and,
of course,
endures through
every circumstance.
Saturday, April 16, 2005
Okay.. I don't really care about the problem I'm facing in this blog. The previous posts are blank!!! I don't understand why but I'm feeling frustrated about it.
Anyway, I was feeling very worried for Junius previous night. I received news from Des about Junius' problem. Both of us prayed for him and sms-ed him. At about 6.30am, I received a sms from Junius about wanting to be alone. I sent several sms. But nothing seems to work. I was kinda losing hope. I just woke up and for those who know me, will know that I don't talk until i brush my teeth. So I was praying to God in my heart and mind for Junius to receive revelation, to be strong in the mist of all that is happening. I told God that Pastor said that God will do exceedingly abundantly above all we ask or think. Our prayer and thoughts are prayer to God. Whether it's spoken or not, it becomes a prayer to God. So BEWARE of what you think too! Back to the topic. I had absolute no appettite for breakfast or even the rest of the day. After all the project talks, I bought a drink. I didn't even have the mood to go for the swimming outing I had arranged with the girls. It's really that bad. I told myself that I must keep my word, of what I have promised the girls and make good my word. Praise the Lord! I did eventually. And for whole time of the day, I was praying for Junius. As I was waiting for bus 963, I wanted to sms Jaslin not to wait for Junius as he told me that he would not be coming for CGM. However, before I can sms Jaslin. Junius called me and asked me what's Sky's block number. There and then, I knew that he is coming for CGM. I was quite surprised. God answered our prayers and performed a miracle! It's so amazing and wonderful. Des will be happy after I share this with him and he will praise God on the spot! Haha... Initially we were quite lost as in what to do for Junius to help. The only thing we managed to do is to pray. Prayer works wonders! Junius later on, shared with me and the CG that he thank God for having great friends. The only sms that impacted him is "hey paL, i'm gona stick with you thru thick and thin. 2 is better than 1." I wanted to sms him a verse but I'm not sure why I sms something else. Perhaps it's because of something which I busted the previous night. The bust was a super grave mistake a minister of truth should not make. Anyway, until Junius came for CGM, I was kinda condenming myself. I said all sorts of things like "I've failed as a Christian", "I'm the worst minister on earth", etc. Thank God for the Holy Spirit. He told me that there's no such thing as failure Christian and worst minister on earth. He told me that God's thoughts and ways are higher than mine. He then asked me a question, "Are you going to exalt your thoughts higher than God's?" I decided to repent and give those negative thougts to God's authority. You see, I was trying to make myself feel better by saying negative things to myself. In the end, satan will get me if the Holy Spirit didn't minister to me there and then. What I thought was, the spiritual attack on Junius is also a test on me. How am I going to bring my fruit back to the love of God? The test is also a test of the quality of my fruit. Jesus says that every fruit that we produce will be tested through the fire to see the quality, whether this fruit is truly of the Spirit. Thank God that Junius is a good and strong fruit! And all my fruits will get stronger and stronger!
By the way, something miraculous happened! For past few months when I downloaded Naruto, it took me hours to download! Howver, I took around 2 hours to finish downloading. I'm so happy!!! I can finally watch episode 130. Hahah....
Oh yah, I bought this book call "The treasure of a friend" by John C.Maxwell last sunday. It's a really great book. Even though this is a topic not a lot of pastor will teach and preach about, it's shows the character of God through friendship. I think this is what helps me to encourage Junius too! The revelations is simply awesome! Hallelujah!
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Sheryl Eunice Xia Xue'er
created on 22/01/1985
Working in Biopolis
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