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Love
never gives up,
never loses faith,
is always hopeful,
and,
of course,
endures through
every circumstance.
Thursday, March 10, 2005
Today's a tired day. Certain things ran through my mind. Things like if i take ownership of my section in band, what's going to happen when band and cell group clash? If i take ownership of my section, chances are ppl may jus promote me. I would b an example to the rest as a SL and as a Christian. And when things clash, what am I going to choose? It's not about the name "SL" or "leader" kinda thing. If i dun take ownership, who will after those yr3 graduate? Things are jus not gg to b the same. Esp. when there is camp fr fri to mon... Cgm and svc are ON! Wad am i gg to do? I'm not worrying too much. I'm jus wan to take time n think abt the decision i hav to make sooner or later. It will surely come. I'm quite sick of having to choose btw God and band, stuff lk tat. I wld really like to hav both but things aren't so perfect and nice and all. There's always a test here and there. I guess it's all part of a Christian walk. And i was havin supper aft band prac wif some of my sectional ppl. They're Christians too. But whether is it by name or in reality and spiritually is, tat i dunno. They said they dun like youth churches. I mean, watz the point 'bt it? Do u mean tat youth is not worthy of God's love and salvation? Or do they mean that youth churches grow cos' they're hyped up? Wad a mis-conception? And lately, I guess i gotten quite a bit of discipleship fr my cgl. It's nth bad. It's gd and i jus sort of lk let it pass me and change. i hope i rem wad she said 'bt it. Yah.. Sometimes i will think tat there's no really right or wrong but there are also time where i myself is confused wif wad i'm thinking. Yah.. Humans.. unstability..ANd so FAST!!! It's march now.. In a few weeks' time, I'm taking my exams and moving on to 3rd year. Everything moves so quickly. If i dun grab hold of the time I hav in sch and enjoy playing clarinet in a band, i will never hav the chance in this lifetime to do so so freely. I probably would be busy wif work and stuff. I really wan my CG to come for my last two concerts. I'll be real sad and upset and hurt if they're unable to come. THere's hasn't been action-support for me fr them for the past 2 years when i hav concert. Because of tat, i even told myself not to invite them so as not to get hurt anymore. However, there's still this glipmse of hope tat they'll definitely come no matter wad may b. Yah, hope so...
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Sheryl Eunice Xia Xue'er
created on 22/01/1985
Working in Biopolis
Serving in a great CG e343!
orchestra ministry!
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