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Love
never gives up,
never loses faith,
is always hopeful,
and,
of course,
endures through
every circumstance.
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
Today's ABC common test 2. What a sick paper! My goodnessssss.... Darn it! Dr Zaman set the paper in a kinda nice way. MCQs and structured questions. I never thought that she'll set one of the structure questions from book2. I expected MORE!!! There are 5 structured questions. 1 from book2 and the rest from bk1. I never expect her to set glutamate as one of the questions. There's no structural formula drawn. Not even the whole formula. This CT is a messed-up! For the first 15 minutes, I had the thought of handing blank paper. However, I thought I could just take my own sweet time to complete the whole paper. Well, at least I do my best to recall and reason in a logical way. Perhaps there's still a way out for me. I was SUPER stressed out while doing the paper. I don't know how to do. Not even the graph that I'm so good at. Serious! Come' on... Xue'er.. You gotta get a hold of yourself! It's a total screw up! To think I've studied almost 80% of book2. At the last 30minutes, I was quite shocked. I've only completed 40% of the paper. I couldn't figure out how to do calculations for question 3. It's suppose to be very easy but I just couldn't figure it out. Finally, I prayed that God will multiply my time. I didn't know how I did it. I was writing and writing, not even calculating mentally or manually. I wrote the answers, drew the graph and got the answer. It's the right answer, mind you. I guess it's really God. There's another graph-the L and B graph. That was pretty all right. It's the same question as CT1. Yah... I can still remember. Haha.. The last question. Man... I remember the first structure and the last. I couldn't remember the 2 in between. Therefore, yours truly figure out again. I hope it's the right answer. Yup!
Today is also the day where I've been confirmed to be the sectional leader of clarinet section! I don't know how to react to this. Well, I kinda expected it. I don't know whether I should receive it with joy or with sorrow. Things aren't happening well for my section. I guess it's really up to me to rise up and do something about it. It's also a kind of training ground for me. It's also going to be a great test for me of whether I do put God first or band, a test of wisdom and of leadership, plus servanthood. I've always compare band and the kingdom of God. Both has basically the same 'rules' and attitudes to abide. It's true. You must still come for both even when you don't feel like it, even when you are dragging your feet. It's taking you a lot of pain to instil discipline and good attitude in your section. The whole responsibility is upon you. Imean, me. Yah... I will liken it to being a leader in the kingdom of God. It just that being a cell group leader needs more grace and strength to be a good cgl. Well, I really think it this way.
I cried in the library today. I felt real stressed up and really want to go back to the secret place. I wanted to cry but little tears came out. I kept sub-pressing it within me. Unlike in the past where I will cry whenever I want to when I feel frustrated or sad, blah blah... I don't know what's up with me these few years. I'm not sure whether it's because of the ABC CT2 or is it because of self-pitying of loneliness. What so ever... I need to pray about this. Serious. ; )
23:46
Sheryl Eunice Xia Xue'er
created on 22/01/1985
Working in Biopolis
Serving in a great CG e343!
orchestra ministry!
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